This is what I should have said
This is me turning back time.
This is me creating an alternate universe.
Where you treat me with respect and don’t break up with me via E-mail,
Where you’re decent enough to at least give me a call from the long distance.
Where you don’t tell me that you love me, only to dream of someone else.
Where I tell you all the things I hate about you;
Like your constant tardiness,
Like the fact that you order for me without asking me what I want,
That you think all Austrians are rich and can afford everything and that I am spoiled,
That you lure me in and tell me things I want to hear, and you make me believe them because
you want to believe them yourself.
That you lie to me to lose your virginity.
This is what I should have said, but didn’t;